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Heyheyhey .

How are you reader[s] ?

Im great here .

Just woke up & later will sleep again ..

Teehehes .

So in the morning , Iffah call my telephone ..

Haishh .. She force me to go to today's supp .

I felt damn ngntok because yesterday i sleep at 4am ..

Tolong papa , angkat barang kerja diaa uhs ,

Iffah force & force me to go todae's supp ..

But I still do not wish to go for todae's supp ..

She started to angry at me .. Nvrm uhs .

Couldn't she understand my tiredness & my situation ?

Why I always must understand her tiredness & her situation ?

Why ? Life being hard on me ..

Why god make it this way for me ?

So yesterdaay , Iqaah msg me at night .

Awww , my scaandaaal kuu yang tersayang .

Hehs . She wana meet me today ..

But I could not make it todae ..

Sorry Iqaah bby ;'( ..

Hope you understand my situation , scaandaaal .

After msg-ink her , boiff msg .

BARU AJE MSG ?! Aku msg dhe dari pagi sampai malam ..

Diaaa tak balas , like around 1+ / 2+ am , baruu msg akuu .

Haishh , takdir takdir ..

I felt very down today & felt wana cry but I tahaaan ..

Cause of people's attitude & boiff .

Why must be this waaayy ?

Haisshh .. Fineeeee .

If people wana see me like this all the timeee .

All right , I just wana see you all happy .

Setiap hari , adaa ajaa ader orangg nak sakit hati ini yang sudaah berdaraah ..

Lame hidop per ? Sampai nak uat macam ginie pat aku ?

Aku makan hati siaa pat kau .. Aku nak kau faham yang aku penat ..

Tuu jer , banyakk ayye aku mintak dari kau ? Takkan ..

Pengorbanan mcm mane lagi kau nak lagik dari aku ?

Bilang aku .. Aku tunaikan permintaan kau ..

Maybe this tyme , you try stand up by yourself ..

Not always depend on others ..

Tgk ehh , bila boringg kao carii aku ..

Pape carii aku if ade hal ..

Kalao happy giler babs nye , lupekan aku ..

Letakkan aku pat tepi ..

Enjoyy laa dokk hidopp kao .. kau kan da lame hidop kan ?

I will update again , later kaee people ?

I started crying readyy , for thosee people who hurt me most of the tyme ..

Thks for hurting my feeling ..

Maybe its tyme for me to leave their life ..

& I will started menghilang ..

Update later , again ..

Tata's & Take care .