Heey ,
Borinq uhs here .
just now chaat with Nina Syazwina .
&& now she offline :(
Dhee g reborn ramboot dhe .
&& I waant to keep my nail lonq , caan ?
Hehes .
Any idea nq ckp apeer ?
Oh my , I trully wanna meet kak Ayu & kak Nurin .
Kak Nurin , I miss yoour story .
Kak Ayu , I miss yoou damn HELL !
Iffah complained that she & Manje fiqht .
Theey fiqht thru MSN .
Koraanq2 .
Tommorrow , last detention ? Perhaps ?
Ouhs , I want another Gucci Perfume , caan ?
Theey smell so good .
Okaae laa ,
chaatchaat with Syabilla bby ;
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hahaha
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
lupe ayy ?
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
erm , nyayok uhs i , b .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
oh, haha
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
kesiann youhh
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
hehes .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
huahuahua
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
hehes , uat apeer tuuh ?
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
chattinq and deqar laqu jek
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
you b ?
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
i dqr laqu & fs .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
ohh, i see
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hehe ~
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
hees .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hoho !
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
dah buat homework ?
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
daah .
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
you ?
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
ohkayhh
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hehes, belumm xD
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
malas uhr ~!
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
nauqhty .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hoho, biase juqak xD
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
hehes , yee ker ?
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
sunqquh yeee
ѕнαѕнααα♥ ; says:
hehes , apeek jeer you nie .
- syabillaaaaa(: says:
hehehe !
Till here , tata's & take care .

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Heey reader[s] ?
HOw are you todaay ?
Im qreaat here .
Yesterday , whilee chaat with my three syq .
Nina Syazwina , Syabilla , && my only boiff ; bbyboo .
Mama asked me to sleep cause alrd late .
Huh ? What's wronq with mama now seyh ?
Selaluu I wanna sleep early kee atau late kee ?
She didn't even care .
Haiyas , nevermind .
This mxq is to Miss Shafirah ;
Aye babe ?
Thks for everythinq .
Aqu maseer tuuh tqh sakeets peroots , kao leeh uat kelaakar .
Pandai syq qu ?
&& Yesterdaay Fatimah were readinq my inbox mxq .
She read b's mxq tht b sent it to me .
I was just lyke ' OI !'
Binqeet seyh orq bacee inbox mxq aqu .
Aqu tq bace dhe nye inboxny mxq , ahbeeys dhe bace aqu ny .
Keepooo buduyh D:<
Haiyas , nevermind uhs .
Maybe go out todaay todaay ?
Perhaps uhs .
Nyhehehs , nq pakaai baju apeer aye if kluar ?
Nyhehehs , hope nari jumpee Kak Ayu , amin .
*Pssst .. Papa alrdy noes who is bbyboo is .
SHIT !
Okaeelaah , till here .
Take care & Tata's .

Sorri !

Heey beloved reader[s] yanq aqu kasihi .
Nyhehes , caan ?
School was greaat , buut must go detention b'cause of aly .
Ms wonq suruuh aqu & Iffah & kak Erra kawaan dqn aly aleek .
ALY ? Maaak , terpaakse uhs siaa .
To ayu SYG ;
Syq , I maraah paat yoou cause yoou daa chanqe .
Manee the old you ?
Im sorry , i cant forgivee yoou .
I trully cant forqive you .
Im sorry aye ?
So , just now haad madrasaah .
Fuun peer Ustazaah Rashidaah , buleyh main hp paat claas .
Kacaau Ustazaah thru hp .
Yeaayeaa , i got her hp numbeer .
Peyh baik siaa dhe .
Biaseer , my ustazaah juqaak .
Took pics with Nur Shafirah Binte Nama Bapaak Diaa .
Cant tell uhs , nyhehes .
Bully Akid when Ustazaah taakdeer .
Nyhehes .
Akid ; ois Syakila , kasi baleek marker aku .
Shasha ; nama aku bukan SYAKILA . tapi SYAKIRA . Adaa faham ?
Akid ; Syakira , pls uhs . *Crycry* .
Shasha ; naah uhs , gembeng siaa .
Theen he stop cryinq , nabeyh .
Ohh yaa , bump kak Yanii on last Friday .
Kak Yanii say I am a minah ?
Kak Yanii , betools aye me minaah sekaraang ?
Maluu nyeer Shashaa , maluu bangeet deeh .
Theen salaam her & go home .
Hehes , im noot minaah kaes ?
Shashaa minaah baik .
Nyhehes .
So just now , went out with Iffah .
Eat chocalate donut , && we eat comot & berkecaah .
Ahhh ! maluu !
Nyhehehs , bump bbyboo & Indraa at Mac .
Theen salaam bbyboo & he go off .
Afteer tht , me laugh damn loud cause Iffah make funny things .
Sampaai me sakeet perot .
To Iffah ;
Pandaai aye sayaang ?
Kuraanq ajaar kaao .
Takpeer2 .
Nyhehehs .
So okaae laa .
Till here .
Tata's & Take caree .

I love this sonq (:
I will sinq this if I miss b .
Or I will sinq tercypta untukku by Unqu if I miss b .

I will sinq this song if I will miss somebody tht I lovee .
Tht is Bibiq ;'(

...

Aww , the song is so touched ..
Im crying ;'(

;'(

Heey ,
How are you reader[s] ?
Im lyke this as usual ~
Aww , mama buy for me spaghentti strip dress .
Thks a butch , mama .
So hantaar bibiq go to thee airport .
Wheen naaak check baq nye tempaat .
Maaak ! Baq bibiq were 45 kg . Mcm owaang nye weight siaa ~
Nyhehes .
Eveen I cant carry tht heavy damn HELL baq .
So reach Airport , drinkdrink first & relaaxs .
Took pics .
Yeaa ~ Bibiq dimake up qaan dongs .
Naanti baleeq qampoonq , owaanq kampuunq terpeguun .
Ceyh ~ Nyhehes .
Theen 12.35 afternoon , bibiq must go already .
Bibiq asked for forgiveness .
We maafkaan , DEER !
Theen wheen bibiq came to me .
Bibiq saay this ;
Shashaaa , jagaa diri baiq2 .
Denqar ckp orq tuaa terutama mama & papa .
Yaa ?
Theen I waas just lyke okaee ?
Theen , I hugg bibiq ..
I crycrycry & she also crycrycry .
Theen , she go & I go to mama , crycrycry unstoppable siaa .
Afteer tht , go PP ( Parkway Parede .)
Theen , blablabla .
Eaat & buy Chynta stuff .
Theen go to hospitaal .
Afteer tht , go eateat .
Theen , mama buy me dress .
Sweet .
Theen go homee .
Odw go home msq MuhdFadhli Bin Nama Bapaak dhe .
Only I knoow , kk ?
Nyhehes .
Will be going out tomorrow , perhaps ?
Okaae laa .
Till here & Tata's & Take care .

HappyHappy ~

Ohh yaaa , I forgoot tht
I havee all ready been with MuhdFadhli Bin _______________ 7 months now .
Only I know hys full name , okaes ?
Happyhappy .
Hehes .
Allready with hym ; 7 months !
Hopee everythinq will be fynee between us two & not fiqhting so ofteen .
To bbyboo ,
Happy Anniversary yanq ke 7 month aye b ?
Hehes .
Okae laa ~!
Till here , tata's & takee caree .

Sorri !

Manjee bby , hope you recover from your ___________ . Okaae sayaanq qu ?
Im very sorry afteer denqar tht yoou sakeet from MuhdDinieFitriBin namaa baapaak diaa !
Heyheyhey , how are you reader[s] ?
Sorry uhs , daa lamee taak update katekaan ?
So school ? great baad uhs .
Froom this coming Mondaay , will be staying back with Mdm Hayati everyday .
Cause failed maths exaam .
Raabaak peer .D:<
Haissh ..
Taapi this cominq weds , thurs & fridays will be away & no supp & no staybacking !
Yays , hehes !
So wheen on Thursday ,
Havee English & Maths Supp .
Staay back & Mdm Hayati naggnagg at Iffah & me .
Theen give form to say tht stay baack everydaay ?
Haissh , leceeh uhs .
So , afteer tht Bully free .
Theen about 4+ pm , naak baleek peyh tyme .
Theen Fariz , p3 boy uaat semuer oranq kekeks siaaa .
Iffaah puut her Blueberry drink on the table without closing the cap of the drink .
Theen , teertumpaa paat baju PE Fariz .
Fariz just lyke aahhhh ? with hys hand shaking on the tablee .
Theen Iffah & me alsoo follow & say aahhhh with our hand shaking at our knee .
Teer ikuut siuls .
So Fariz lepaas tuuh , bawuu busuuk . Eeeww ?
Nyhehes .
At niqht , asked mama Suzy to siqn my Maths exaam & forms .
Theen , mama Suzy say to me tht Im stupid !
Pandaai2 , baguus2 !
I just lyke jeleenq heer , WTF !
So Fridaay ,
Havee supp as usual ~
Theen Azriin speak sleeng with me again .
Whaat thee fuck ! Nyhehes .
So I also speak sleeng .
Buut this tyme around , I shoout .
I saay to Azrin , Engkaao maakaan poxs ( babii ) ?
I shoout siaa , naseeb baikk Mdm Hayati taaq dengaar .
Feeheew !
Theen Azrin laugh .
Kuwaang ajaar nye kawaan !
Theen wheen I speaak to Azrin or Azrin speaak to me ,
Imaan sebook & extraa !
Issh , geraam siaa aqu paat maat tuuh .
Theen , Bully Free .
Theen , go to rumaah Mak Nyai .
At night , papa picked me up at rumaah Mak Nyai for I scared to go home alone .
So , tommorow bibiik go back to Indonesiaa .
Bibik ,
Shashaa doaa qaan bibik selamaat daan hidup bahagiaa di sanaa .
Shashaa tidaak aqaan jadiq budaak degil lagyk .
Simpaan rahsiaa Shashaa , okaes [ ? ]
Hehes .
So , tommorrow hantaar bibiik go changi airport .
;(
Bibiik , dont go pls .
Okaae laars , till here kaes ?
Tata's & Take caree .

Hahas .

Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im great here .
Afteer posting my anotheer post yaang paat bawaah .
I teerlupee naak ceritaakan psl my classmate .
Leet me share my everything to yoou , okaaes ?
Nyhehes .
Let's the story telling begiin ?
Hehes .
So Azrin saat beside me , he is so the FUCKING irratating .
He speak slaang .
I waas just likee mukeer meraah seyh .
Theen , he disturb Rifaie who sat beside Zuhairi .
Rifaie has a curly hair , quitee UGLY .
Theen , wheen Mdm Hayati go through thee correction Maths Papeer ,
Azrin & Zuhairi & me look at Rifaie straight awaay .
Then without he realizing tht we three looking at him ..
He puut his pencil at his hair & cannot keluar kaan .
Buduuh siaa & terstack paat ramboot dhe ..
Azrin & Zuhairi & me laugh like HELL !
Nyhehes , we all teased hym .
Sampaai Zuhairi kenee dudook infront of the white board .
Zuhairi & me cant stop laughing .
Hehes ,Syazwaan straight away help Rifaie with the pencil on his hair , hahas .
Theen , Azrin ckp slaang lagii .
Theen me alsoo geraam tht he daa uat baleek nonsense dhee .
Just ignoree hym ..
Theen Azrin suuruh pindaa tempaat , maaak ! I lost my laughing partner .
Aww , theen Zarul come & sit besidee me & chitchaat while doing Maths Correction Paper ..
Maaaak ! Zarul niy pekek buleyh uaat akuu ny telingaa pekaak siaa .
Theen , blablabla .
Remediaal / supplementary da habiss !
Yaay !
So till here .
Tata's & Take caree .

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Happy Birthdaay to Elfiqaa , my bbygurl kuu . Erm babee , I goot nothing foor yoour birthdaay present .. Sorry aye ? Waaah , org tuuh daa 12 taahun seei . Nyhehes , good luck for your PSLE & I hopee yoou panjaang umur & Whaat yoou wish will come true . Staay prettaye & hot ayye babe ? Much love from me to you <3>

Heyheyhey .

How are you reader[s] ?

Im great here .

So lets the story telling begin ?

Hehs , so Thursday .

Didnt went to school for some reason .

Luckily , on Thursday taak adeer bnyk homework .

Friday .

Went to school , as usuaal ~

Theen , have supplementary or remediaal .

Same uhs both .

Theen , afteer habeyhs supplementary or remediaal .

Boiff outsidee school , taak nmpk diaa sei .

Theen , I waas just like WTF ?

Cause I cut my hair , sucks to the core .

Aww , akhirnyaa caan meet him .

Thks Allah .

Theen first thought naak beli air bubble tea .

Theen taak yaa uhs .

So go baack school , salaam boiff & boiff naak cuhhbeyt my pipi .

Buut I got escaape .

Hehes .

Theen boiff mcm terjatuuh , theen boiff like mcm ketaawer ?

Hehes .

Sorry bbyboo kuu .

Hehes .

So tommorrow will be going to library with who ?

Anybody wanna follow Shashaa ?

Nyhehes , I kept call pple to come along with me go to the library .

But none of them seems to be available .

Buut me beloom tanyee Iffah .

Aduuh amit amit bangeet deehs .

Untuuk mama ; Mama , Shashaa mau rock mini ituu yaang berwarnaa hitaam .

Rock mini ~ Short skirt .

Nyhehes .

Okaae laa . till here .

Tata's & Take caree .

Whaat a bullsh*t siaa .

So to my bbyboo , Im sorry for whaat I have wrote at bloog , might be hurting your feelings aye ?

Im daamn sorry syg .

To Ayu , my favouritee gurl ! Whaat happen to you ? Why you tibe2 saaket ? Imysm bby .

Ouhs , thks for msg-ing me yesterdaay night bby .

Geet well soon , my faavourite gurl kuu .

Falling Down ..

I know Im weak in love .
I know who I am .
I know tht I am a BITCH [ ! ] .
There's only tears in my eyes , tht I caan only cry out .
I will noot let you down , bby .
Thoose pple outside there try to separate us both .
Theey do not know how strong our love is .
No one neither you know tht Im crying inside .
Cause you here with me .
I will not let yoou go , love .
I will be all tht you want .
I didnt know tht , no one would understand me .
Accept my family & you & my friends .
You hold me tight cause I'll keep falling down .
I never felt this feelings before towards you .
Surely , I shouldnt feel this way .
But why ?
Ineedyou , Ineedyou , Ineedyou .
Heeys , look at me .
If you love me , go to your dream gurl tht you have been aiming for her this while .
&& say I love you & I want you , would you become my gurl ?
I knoow Im noot the gurl , you like .
Tht mistery gurl , you in love with , tht I donno neither who she is .
Its okaay , go for it .
I will be okaay & I will not be falling down again .
Believe me .
Look at me , love .
If you love me , sacrifice 1 time for me .
Go to your dream gurl & std with her .
Only tht I waant .
I'll do this because I want you to be happy .
I know , you dont look happy with me , I caan look thru your faces .
If yoou wanna our love stays ,
go to your dream gurl & happily together with her ..
If noot , our love will dissappear just like tht .
*Snap* & our love gone allready .
I admitted tht I love you so much more then anything .
But tht doesnt mean I dont love you because of this sacrifice .
I'll be happy if you be with her .
&& If she's become your gf , hold her tight like you use to hold me from falling down before .
Just let her be with you and let me be with our memories .
I'll be okay .
Takee care ,
Shashaaa .

Erm ?

Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im greathere .
Todaay as usuaal , meet Iffah ~ as usual laarhs .
So took temperaature , & study ~ study .
Naari baaek aye Shashaaa , taak tidoo taao paat claas .
Ceeyhs , caan I saay likee tht ?
So , recess time at 10.30 am .
Meendaaq uhs .
So , at MT claas sit besidee Shafiq & Afiqaah Ahmaad .
Ohh Afiqaah , kaao ialaah kawaan kaaaki gereyh kuu !
Hehes , yaa . She's damn gereeyh .
So , Cikgu Fatihaah teach us malaay yng bahaasa berbungaaa .
Theen me & Afiqaah asyik2 HI-5 to each otheer .
Hehes , HI-5 foor fun .
Naseeb Cikgu Fatihaah taak nmpk , or noot nantii diaa taanyaa .
So adeer kuiz bahasa berbungaa , last night terlupee naak belaajar .
Whaaat did I do ? I copy from Afiqaah Ahmaad .
Naseeb she kaasi me copy , thanks aye babe ?
Hehes , ahbeey Afiqaah Neo naampaak .
Diaa naak bilaang cikguu , ahbeyh akuu pujuuk peyh pujuuk .
Diaa daa okae , & diaa taak bilaang cikguu .
Baaik kaan Shaashaa , hehes .
Theen daa habees MT claas , go to claas .
Adeer English Test Papeer , Mdm Hayaati give out .
After daa habees uaat English Test Papeer , akuu & Zuhaairi ckp ckp .
Mcm biseek biseek .
Hehes , kelaakar siaa Zuhaairi .
Buut I caal hym BUDAK KUDUT .
His totally skinny .
Akuu pukool diaa sikiit poon , sakeet .
Sakeet peyh sakeet .
Hehes .
Afteer tht , haand out all homework & English Test Papeer to Mdm Hayati .
So , go baack hoome .
Keluaar sekolaah , bukaak hp with Iffah ,
Nyhehes , theen nmpk Rezaal & Dinie & Zuhaairi & Nizuwaan main basikaal .
Theen , nie paart kuwaang ajaar siaa .
Zuhaairi took plastic yaang besaar yaang jumpe paat 413 .
Theen diaa suruh Diniee , uat plastic tuu mcm KONEK .
Ahbeey Zuhaairi mcm Ahhh ! Ahh !
Fuuck siia , tgk mccm disgusting siaa .
Bump into Manje .
Theen went to Bedook Library with Iffah & Manjee .
Belaajaar belaajar uhs paat sanee .
Ahbeyhs I do my hw , & Manjee uat Iffah nye hw .
Theen half of Iffah maths papeer , I do .
This is to Iffah ,
Faah , mampoos taao kalau Mdm Hayati taoo yng akuu uaat untuuk kao .
Nanti kene maraah laagi aku .
Hees , nvrm .
Kawaan nyee pasaal kaan , akuu uaat laa .
Theen , Sh4m Jambuu dataang untuuk jumpe Manjee .
Manjee pulaak taaknk , maalu kate kaan .
Theen , Shaam & his friend ikoot Manje & Iffah & akuu .
Manjee peyh fed up doraang ikoot kiteorg .
Theen , haantaar Manje aleek .
Theen , I go homee with Iffah .
Go rumaah Maak Nyaai .
Sleep at the sofaa afteer daa alek .
Theen wakee up at about 8+ pm .
Rush up uhs , go to my housee by myself , mama taak kasi papaa ameek me , ;'( .
Bathh & siaap .
To Mama Suzy ;
Mama , Sorry aye ?
I paakai ur clothes , because sumeer my bajuu paat rumaah Maak Nyaai , daa kecik .
Sorry aye mama ?
Hehes .
Yeaah , Im getting faat .
Ohh yaa , tomorrow not going to school .
& tomorrow I will be go cut my hair .
More shorter & style .
Caan say likee tht ?
Hehes , okaae laa .
Till here , tata's & take caree .

Yos ?

To my bbyboo .
Thks fer reading my blog , ayye ?
Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im well well awesome here .
So just now in the morning , went to school .
Go to school with Iffah , durrh ~ As usual darlinks <3
Theen , at claas laugh laugh .
Paaandaai tuuh Zaruul .
Afteer daa takee morning temperatuure , I givee Zaruul to lend .
Causee diaa taakdeer .
Lepaas diaa da paakai , kasii ALY pakaai akuu nye .
Daaraah aku up siaa .
Taakpeer , naseeb Zarul kawaan akuu .
Kaalau taak , jgn pernaah harap akuu maafkaan diaa .
Nyhehes .
So recess at 10.30am , sumeer nye period Mdm Hayaati peer ?
Haissh , sleep at class .
Errm , about 15 min .
Naseeb Mdm Hayati taak maarah .
Mdm Hayati naak tawuu nape , akuu ckp maabook .
Hehes .
Pandaai Shashaa .
Afteer recess , go baack to claas .
Keecooh peer akuu [ ! ]
Hehes .
Depaan Mdm Hayati , naak act mane minaah baik .
Belaakang , mcm oraang monyet .
Caan I say like tht ?
So went to CME , at 6L class .
Ois ! Shashaaa naak jadi budaak baek tao .
Hehes , caan I say like tht ?
Ohh yeaa , mama bought the shoes tht I waanted .
Yeaa , lavaa yoou momma .
Hehes , lavaa ?
Shashaa sort todaay .
Taak maakan ubaat haari inie , kaate kaan ?
Erm , so afteer tht FUCKING CME , buy bubble tea with Iffah .
Theen , afteer daa beli bubble teaa .
Terseraampaak Humaairaah .
Bobaal like about 5 min likee tht ..
Theen salaam , then blaa with Iffah .
Go to level 14 of Iffah nye house nye block .
Tinggi siaa . Ewww ! Taakoot .
Theen hantaar Iffah baalek .
So go Maak Nyai / Nyai home .
Neneek kesygan kuu tao !
Theen , daa baleek . Ketook ketook pintuu mcm oraang bodooh siaa .
Rupee nye Maak Nyaai go Geylaang with Mama Suzy , my aunty okaee .
Mcm2 uhs , tunggu naak dekaat 1 annd a half hour .
Paandaai sunnguuh .
Beforee tht yaang Maak Nyaai & Mama Suzy beelum baalek .
Adeer budaak Yu neeng laaki nie mcm tgk me & jeleng me .
Naabeyh ! Mcm bapook siaa .
Maklumlaa , laki kerek kaan ?
Ahbeey whaat I do afterr he tgk me again ?
I shoow middle fingeer . So whaat if diaa naak bilaang parents diaa ?
Hmmmpfh , i wanna become good gurl siaa .
But hoow ?
Maybe its truee tht Maak Nyaai say to mee daat ..
' Shaashaa dhere ehk tambengg , aye ?' .
Yaa , I saay back ' Oraak laa Maak Nyaai . Shashaa taak , kok ' .
Yaa , Maak Nyai speak with me , paakai Jawa nye language .
Hehes , so da masook rumaah & siap2 & go to my house .
I nanti malaam baleek umaah Maak Nyaai back uhs .
Caan ? Hehes .
Okaee laa , till here & Tata's & take caree .

Him !

Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im great here .
Do you see this is bbyboo of mine ?
Dont snatch from me , okaes ?
Hehes .
To bbyboo ;
Bie , im sorry for what I have done towards you .
Im sorry .
I know Im not a good gurl .
Akuu menyesaal membuaat dirimu terlukaa .
I know you love me , You know I love you too .
But I always leave you behind .
I always asked you tht who's inside your heart , right ?
Becausee I just scare you choose other gurl then me .
Please dont leave , my lovee .
Im sorry for what I have done towards you .
I makee you cry .
I hurt your feelings .
Now i could feel your love towards me .
Im sorry bbyboo .

Heys reader[s] ,
tht most is for my bbyboo .
Haissh , now i know Im a baad girl who I have hurt my own boiff feelings .
Sorry uhs bbyboo ?
Just noow , fought with Danyaal .
Then , I am noot purposely kick his COCK .
Fucck siaa .
Theen nangees .
Mama scold me but instead of listening to her ceramah , I act2 sleep .
Da puass maraah , mama kuar from my room .
Then webcam with Syazwinaa .
Nana , you gereyh ayye ?
Hehes .
Later will be going to somewhere & go to nyai home .
Yay ! I so damn miss maak nyai .
Hehes .

Till here , tata's & Take caree .

Morniing reader[s] ..

Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im great here .
Im just wake up & hurry up to the com ,
or else somebody else get it first .
I will noot give a bloody daamn , caan ?
Nyhehes .
Then onlinee , right now chatting with Nina Syazwina .
My kaki gereek friend , nyhehes .
Hehs .
Ohh yaa , taalk about yesterdaay at kak Nurin's cribs .
Naak ?
Nyhehes .
Yesterdaay in the morning , I waake up & bath & siap2 .
Then mama kejuut kaan adeqq laki akuu , Danyaal .
Semuaa org kejut kaan diaa .
Maati maati diaa taaknaak bangoon .
So left mama & papa & Chynta & me go to the Balkis Family Clinic .
Soo , odw naak gi saane .
My maaid says tht Danyaal da baangoon , cume diaa taaknaak ikut sebaab takot disunatkaan .
I show papa & mama the msg .
They both laugh .
Cause tht night before yesterdaay , papa bilaaang yaang papa naak sunaat kaan Sayf .
Papa ordered me to bring scissors & cup of water .
& Papa said to Sayf to come & stand infront of him .
Hehes , so the funny . I should have taken the video & put at my Youtube acc .
But I'll miss it .
Sayf cried so baadly , & hold his COCK .
Hehs .
All my family laaugh .
Hehes , so after reach there at Balkis Family Clinic .
We also take our number to see the doctor & we take our seats .
Actuaaly go there untuuk sunaat kaan Chynta .
Then biler sampaai giliraan Chynta , mama & papa & Chynta masook bileek doctor tuuh .
I just seat outside & taking care of bby's thing & mama handbang .
Theen , seat for so long .. Theen I caan hear Chyntaa crying outsidee the doctor's room .
Yaa loor , so loud seii diaa nangiss .
Kesiaan adeqq kuu .
Then went to kak Nurin cribs .
Fuun peyh kaat sane .
Laugh laugh .
Hehes , theen dinner timee !
Akuuq maakan 4/5 kaali ..
Baaik ayye ? Sebaab tuuh Shaashaa gemook , baahbi .
Hehes , go back to Home Sweet Sour Home at around 10+ pm .
Hehes .
Todaay , laaater will be going to nyai home .
Yaaay ! Akuu akaan pergii ke rumaah nenek kesayangan kuu .
Hehes .
Maaak ! Besook sekolaa siaa .
Inie yaang akuu taak relaaa .
Okaee laa , till here caan ?
Tata's & Takee caree .

My old lifee .

Aku mencarii kesilaapan ku yaang melukaai muu .
Tetapii puas ku mencarii , tiada apaa yaang serbaa salah .
Aku akui aku punyaa kesilapaan yaang kaau tidaak mungkin maafkan .
Mungkin senaang , jikaa engkaau lupaakaan kesilaapanku .
Tetaapi bagi kuu , ia tidaak mustahil .
Akuu tawuu adaa yaang sukaa dgn kehadiirankuu ,
Tetaapi tidaak ramaai oraang yaang menyukai kehadiiranku .

Akuu tawuu siapa diriku .

Siapaa yaang mencubaa untuk menyedariku ke alam laain , terimaa kasih .

Kerna akuu sudaah menyedarinyaa .

Akuu ingin berlarii daari kesilaapan gelaapku .

Jikaa akuu berpandaang dgn masyarakaat dgn diriku yaang seperti ini ,

apaakaah aku haruus laaku kaan ?

Iyaa , akuu ingin laarikaan diri daari padaa semuaa ituu ?

Akuu taawu akuu punya masa depaan yaang sangaat gelaap .

Sebelumnya

Akuu tidaak mendengaar kaata org tuua ku .

Akuu membuaat merekaa susaah .

Akuu membuaat keluargaa ku sedeeh daan sangaat kecewaa padaa ku .

Akuu memBUROKKAN namaa keluargaa .

Haishh , apaakah terjadii padaa ku inii ?

Akuu sekaarang sedaar bahwaa akuu bukaan seoraang ..

Seoraang anak , adeeq , saudaraa , kakaak & dan cucu yaang baik ..

Akuu bukaan pereempuaan yaang baik ..

Akuu benci dirikuu sendirii , yaang sejujurnyaa .

Begini laah ceritaanyaa kenaapa ku jadii begini ..

Semaasa umur ku 3/4 taahun , keduaa ibu bapaa ku telaah berceraai .

Semasaa ituu , hiduup kaami penuh dgn kederitaan & kesesaakan waang .

Setelaah ituu , mama tinggal bersaama nyai di Bedook .

Rumaah kamii dulu di Macpherson telaah di jual keraana mama & papa telaah berceraai .

Jadii , setelaah bertahuun-tahuun , mama memasuki ku kee sekolaah yaang baru .

Sepertii budaak kecil yaang laain , akuu akaan menangis tanpaa mama di sisi .

Jadii lamaa laama , aku sudaah terbiasa pergii ke sekolaah tanpaa mama .

Daan , apabilaa waktuu pulaang , ku lihaat ramai ayah / ibu mengambil anak mereka .

Taapi akuu ? Tiada siaapa yaang menjempuut ku , terpaaksa laa aku pulaang sendirian ..

Satu tahuun selepas aku darjaah satu , akuu puun pergii ke darjaah duaa .

Hiduupkuu seperti biasaa saaja .

Tibaa-tibaa , satuu harie ituu , mama memutuskaan untuk berkahwiin laagi .

Semuaanyaa bergembiraa termasook aku .

Jadii , mama mengajak aku keluar bersaama adeqq dgn papa BAKAL kuu bersama anaknya yaang bernama Noridayu & Jep ..

Di tarikh 04.06.2005 (4 June 2005) , mama disahkan menjadi suami oraang .

Akuu berasa gembiraa kerana dapaat papa baruu & kakak baruu & abaang baruu .

Mulaanyaa , akuu berasaa kekook untuuk memanggil papa baruku ituu PAPA

Lamaa ke laamaaan akuu telaah terbiasaa .

Jadii papa tiriku , memukul adeeq beradeek akuu yaang lain keranaa berbuaat salaah .

Akuu ? Akuu tidaak pernaah dipukuul oleehnya , walaaupoon akuu berbuaat banyaak salaah daan menyusaahkaannyaa .

Papa jugaa mengajarku tentaang hidup & duniaa akhiraat .

Walaaupoon diaa ialaah papa tiriku , akuu anggap diaa sebagaai papa darah dagingg kuu sendiri ..

Diaa saangat istimewaa , diaa baikk , diaa kelaakar & periang ..

Papa tiriku tidaak pernaah berbuaat jaahat di belaakang mama ..

Diaa melayani kuu dgn adeqq bradeeq sepeerti anaak nyaa sendirii .

Kakak & abg tirii kuu melaayani kuu dgn adeq bradeqq yangg laain dgn baaik .

Kami adq bradeeq tirii tidaak pernaah beergadooh , daan tidaak berbuaat jahaat antara satuu samaa lain ..

Sekaraang aku di darjaah 6 , akuu akaan menduduki peperiksaan PSLE .

Sejaak 2009 menjelaang , akuu selaaluu membuaat keluargaaku susaah .

Mama & papa tidaak pernaah memukuul ku tetaapi haanya memarahi atau dendaa akuu .

Kalii teraakhir apabilaa aku dipukul ialah padaa umur ku 2/3 tahuun dgn papa betool kuu dgn mama ..

Sekaaraang akuu tidaak taahu bagaimana rasaanyaa setelaah dipukool ..

Mama selaalu menangiis keraana kuu .

Maaf mamaa , semuaa aahlii keluargaa ku menasihaati ku agaar berubaah .

Akuu maseeh berkeraas haati .

Sekaarang , akuu jadii sepeerti inie .

Daa terlaambaat untuuk mulaai hidup baruu untuuk ku .

Yaang menyedaari ku ialaah ,

apabilaa mama menangiss di depaan kuu .

Daan air maata nya jatuuh ke tangaan ku .

Satuu laagi , papa menceritaa kaan betapa mama menderitaa selaama ini ,

keranaa kuu . Peraangai kuu .

Akuu mulaa berfikiir , apaa yaang telaah kulaakukaan .

Akuu segeraa mintaak maaf padaa mama daan papaa .

Sertaa keluaargaa kuu yaang laain .

Inii laa saat yaang paaling sedeeh yaang aku alami .

Daa satisfice hearing my storry ?

Hehes , till here .

Ayye , now 2.36 am ?!

I still look fresh siaa , nvrm .

Lateer in the morningg , will updaate .

Tata's & take caree .

Yos ?

Heyheyhey .
How are you ?
Im great here .
Just came back from kak Nurin's cribs .
Best peeyh fuun paat sane .
To kak Nurin ;
Thks for all this , kakak .
You maake my bloog so nice .
Appreciate its alot .
You put alot of your effort to do my blog so the creative .
I really appreciate your kindness .
I dont know how I wanna repay back all your kindness tht you did to me .
I love you , mwah !
Ohh yaa , new pics will be uploaded .
You see at my fs or neither facebook .
Okaee ?
Till here , tata's & take caree .

Heys .

Heyheyhey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im badgreat here .
Sorry taak updatee blog , yang sekian laama .
Caan ? Hehes .
Now at Kak Nurin cribs .
Playing with her computer .
Then just now , fought with boiff .
But sekaraang , da okae .
So yesterday , went out with Iffah .
Walk walk at Bedok Interchange only until 5 .
Gereyh !
Eat at Macdonald for hours .
Seriously . Im not lying ..
Hehes .
Then have this Indian man , tgk org mkn .
Iffah da start takoot , hahas .
Then eat eat eat & talk talk talk ..
The two of us naak terbeyh ..
You all should know laa ..
Okaee laa , tomorrow will updatee again .
Btw tomorrow taak skolaa , yay !
Okay laa , take care & tata's .

?

Heeyheey .
How are you reader[s] ?
Im bad greaat heree .
Todaay waaas fuun .
Ceekguu test akuu peribahasa .
Mampos , akuu tatawu .
Aku mainn hentaam siaa , ahbey aat laast sumeer salaah .
Paandaai kaan ?
Hehs .
Abeey , akuu keene buaat correctioon .
Taapi malaas , I just leave it caan ?
Hahas .
Mendaaq siaa .
Now chatting with Iqah bbykuu !
Hehe ..
Peyh fuun taoo diaa !
Hehes .
Laterr will updaate agaain , okaae ?
Tata's & Take caare .